Da Mind of a Thinker
I have learned much in life...becuz i have made mistakes n which everyone came a lesson...ma life is not perfect but i have been on dis earth long enuff ta see dat noones is so as u read ma page...dont judge me but learn from ma mistakes n ma stories n grow i will feel accomplished if u learn something new but not find something ta criticize me about "wisdom lies in da mind of a thinker"
A Deeper Meaning
"wisdom is not about jus takn n lessons, but it is da pwer 2 lrn from ur mistakes n gve u positive correction frm ur misguided standn."
-gifted
-gifted
Thursday, August 26, 2010
what a dream...
picture dis in ya head i take u out on a date u gotta sexi dress on lets say da colorz r red n blak i take u out on da town n tell u juss relax...dont worry bout a thing everythings on me i take u ta da city so in lavishment we eat u take a look at da menu i tell u take ya time order anything u lik baby i wont mind so den we get served n i start ta feed u whispern in ya ear cuz i lik ta tease u n i can tell u lik it cuz u smiling hard n after we finish eatn den its bak ta da car den bak ta da crib i open up ya door i tell u watch ya step as u wlk through da door i take ya coat n i hang it up sit u down on da chair massage ya bak baby but not 2 rough u tell me dat feels good n i kno wt im doin winding ya neck u start ta arch ya bak i kiss u on ya neck while u layn back put ma lips on ya ear girl i kno u lik it u crossn ya legs dat means u gettn excited i come around ta da front so i can look in ya eyes kiss u on ya lips i got u mesmerized i start takn off ya dress piece by piece im gettn excited lik its christmas eve while u cant stop ya hands from carressing me i finish unwrappn n u pull me closer unbuckling ma belt is telln me dis night is far from over im sukn on ya nek move down ta ya breast nd comes ya stomach n u kno wts next i sliding ma tounge up n down side ta side round n round u tell me keep goin so ma tounges gettn deeper now u put ya legs on ma shoulder u climbn bak but imma hold ya rubbing on ya breast u say dat im da best u said u want it all so i get up to inject i take ma piece position it n wiggle it around u say baby stop teasing me i wnt it all now so as i insert u wanna scream out but its 2 much pleasure comin so da scream wont come out we start of missionary den switch up ya position now u on da side baby girl im on a mission u tell me go faster u say beat it up i give u full exstention now u feel it in ya gut so i slow it up start treasuring da moment den we switch positions man i gotta have u open i put it in ya bak n while im beatn dat i cnt help but ta notice how i make dat ass clap u start throwin it bak bouncing up n down but dat juss aint enuff so i lay on da ground u climb on top n u start ta ride it slow n wen u get da feeln da speed starts ta grow we both moaning n groaning n you keep goin faster u said damn daddy i say i kno wt u after i start ta go in applyn pressure 2 ya force u pause up n smile n say give me some more i flip u over ta da floor put ya legs on ma shoulders penetrate ya pussy feeln lik im in some water u tell me go faster faster faster n faster n i bet u cn guess wt already comes after i lay on da side of u n wrap ma arms around u kiss u on da cheek so ull feel lik ma love suronds u den u wake up from ya sleep n u lik damn dat wass crazy now can u tell me wass u feeln dis dream bby lol
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Critical condition(rap)
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| Im Bak!!!!!!!!! |
It’s funny I use ta be a broke nigga wit no money now I feel lik Winnie da pooh da way I swirl in honey/but I was raised on da streets Neva been a dummy/so I knew one day I would have ta get dis money/I needed away out bein at da bottom is hard/but I was given a vision so I can reach da stars/everyday it’s a struggle but dats how it’s been all ma life/so I spend most of ma time tryna wrong ma rightz/I kno y’all see me doin big things yea y’all haters is tight/i’m driving by in a new whip wit every blink of ya eye sight/dey say we in a recession but imma be iight/imma juss get money on da low till ma career takes off wit flight/I kno y’all niggaz tryna knock me but quit I won’t/I Neva hesitate ta start directing a scope/leave ya body sloped now ya identity is a mist/welcome ta da torched chamber da slug is garunteed not ta miss/wt nigga u kno is as Sik as dis don’t worry I’ll wait for u ta respond/I spit poison I got a kill ya self flow ma style has reached critical condition it’s time ta go/im on da road 24/7 never had time ta move slow/wen it comes ta dis style/im da best/u cant stand in ma way/wit disrespect/everytime u feel u kill me/i ressurect/i show u im da boss/witout misdirection/i hold ma head high wit full protection/becuz i see God as ma prime selection/im climbing da mountain top/moving wit motivation dat no hate could ever stop/da competition only hope dat i would think ta drop out/but i never been a quitter/so ull never see me cop out/wen it comes to da game/i guess u can call me a grouch/stingey wit da fame/all da ppl kno ma name/ever since i wass born i never seen anything short of fame/i was blessed wit a name/dat wass destined for da sky lights/i see beyond da stars/im above da 20/20 eyesight/im takn off wit flight everybody in ma way watch out/either move or be moved/i never hesitate ta knockem out/doin rite in ma life/dats all imma ever be about/so imma make it at da end of da day/n dats witout a doubt/yall can sit bak n try ta figure wat ma game about/but ma mind is to complexed/for u ta ever understand wat ma lifes about/i came in wit nothing/but a vision/hope/n a dream/so u stopping me/i have yet ta ever see da scheme/cuz letting a man/dat walks juss lik me/crush ma dreams/dis fate i will never begin to lean/so if u wanna step up/n do it for da team/u can take dis "L"/n hold it high so dey will kno/hu forever reigns supreme/da only justice i see in dis world/is me reaching success/n i wont stop even if it takes ma last breath/ma flow was raised from da streets/thats ma style's life n structure/so if u dont speak from da heart n knowledge within/i will forever remain above ya
prayer
my heavenly father i would like ta come to u in prayer…i want to pray that u give me wisdom of mind n heart…that helps me be guided towards ur light and helps me live by your word…i want ta pray dat u not only give me da strength to stand against trials and tribulations…but give me da strength i need to make da decisions in life dat will make ur heart rejoice…Jehovah i would lik ta thank you for giving me da life i live because i kno it is with your gracefulness dat i live each day with n open mind n a heart filled of peace n tranquility…i pray dat u keep me with a humble mind…n also with humble actions becuz we r imperfect n da devil…will throw many temptations our way…i pray dat u guard the ones i love…becuz i kno its with them in my mind…n hearts dat i have survived…n have a way for da future ta shine through…i would lik ta ask dat u forgive me for my sins…becuz i kno i do make many mistakes cuz i am imperfect…i wanna pray these things in ur loving son’s jesus christ’s name…amen
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once again father i would lik to approach u in prayer....u have truly given me life itself full of ups and downs in and outs...and with everyday brings a new lesson...which always gives ma mind the chance to expand and grasp new prospects of life...and with every educational experience i would love to thank u for being with me and blessing me with the prospect of seeing the light out of every dark situation...u are my light and my savior and u have provided me with ppl that i cherish every second of my life...becuase without them this life of mine would have been filled with problems and i would have been left in despair with every step i take...n every daylight that breaks i kno dat u r with me every second of da day...ur love is something i never wnt to lose so plz bless me with da wisdom for da right path to choose...i wnt to pray dat u watch over our lives n help us in da face of entrapment by da devil giving us the light to our darkened paths...i wanna pray that ur kingdom come n ur will be done on earth as it is in heaven...n i want to pray these things through ur loving son which our salvation lies jesus christ....amen
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Da Love Connection
guys voice mail: (bae i need ta talk ta u about suttn important...so call me bak a.s.a.p. i love u) guy calls girl phone rings twice n she answers
guy: wats good bae
girl: nuttn wats up wit u
guy: i been thinkn bout u all day
girl: awww bae i been thinkn bout u 2
guy: so what did u have to tell me?
girl: ummm
guy: wat r u tryn ta say?
girl: i dont think...
guy: wat is it u kno u can tell me anything bae?
girl: (starts ta cry) i dont think we can be 2gether
guy: (grows silent)
girl: hello?
silence...
girl: bae plz tlk ta me!!!!
guy: y r u doin dis ta me??
girl: its juss i kno we will never work...becuz everyone says we will never work
guy: bae let me tell u suttn...from da 1st time i saw u i knew we would last becuz it wasnt ur body dat caught me but from da way u laughed...wen u lookd in ma eyes i could tell...wat u wanted...a good guy wit a good heart...n u were all i wntd...everytime u tlkd ta me....i would always melt i love u babe gurl n dat is all i felt...n i kno u love me 2 becuz we were meant ta be 2gether cant nothin stand between us en we stand together...anyone else in da world could never understnd becuz dey dont kno how it feels wen i juss hold ur hand...so plz dont do this
girl: thnkz bae u always kno exactly wat ta say wen im down n thats y i love u
guy: anytime bae u kno ur da onli 1 4 me
girl: ok im goin ta take a shower i will call u bak
guy: ok i will be waiting i love u
girl: i love u 2 bae
Letter ta Her
It seems tears in ma eyes never cease to come all of ma life ur satisfaction I never have won I sit here n see u offer him da world but all u offer me is torment n regret wen all I ever wntd was love n respect it seems every move I made pushd me further away u assume I’m not doin right so there is no trust today I cried many times at nite becuz I knew deep inside me n u would never wit eachother be satisfied but I kno dat dis is not how it should be but all ur actions toward me r criticism never love I see so I guess I have ta live ma life deprived of dis connection independence is now ma prime selection......
I hope one day u will realize everything I did was ta try n keep u satisfied all the sacrifices dat I made it wass all for u but ur to blinded by misery ta see da light shining through it seems dat ur only life intention is ta make me miserable 2 but it cannot happen becuz I’m just not u I don’t see da world lik u do I don’t live everyday of ma life to fight all I wanna do is right my wrongs becuz I kno in da end a better person I will become all Im trying to say is I love u even though I kno u don’t believe well at least I try ta show it but all ma life from u I never felt heard or even begin to see it dis is not da way a mother should act I can’t even begin to believe it but i will be here waiting for ya love to recieve it u say u dont trust me but i will work ta retrieve it....
ive learned life takes us down some crooked roads and u have to sometime pay da tolls but u not wnting me around dis thought ma mind cant begin ta fold around witout u here in ma life i would crumble down ur feelns should never be as they were lost but never found if i hold u down i expect da same ma arms r sittn here open until ur touch i claim i never askd for fame i never likd da rain becuz ur love would be da sun n da rain would be ma pain witout u in ma heart idk wat i can gain cuz dis despair in da future will leave me slain so dont turn ur bak on me as if u were da world dont tell me u dont care cuz u bought me into dis world....
lets slow things down n take life slow why rush ta hate me wen we can take our time n let pain go i need u more den ever more now den before remember i had ta reach da age of ten before i even walkd through ur door many nites i prayed for u ta come bak but now that we stand here face ta face everyday i feel lik for ur love i have ta race why must dis be da case wat did i do ta deserve dis but i would never go out of ma way ta curse u behind ur bak let alone ta ur face so wats da situation tell me change will be our revelation becuz da bible told me dat "man can never hate that of which they created"...but getting around dis barrier i have ta find a way becuz i can not begin ma road on da way ta success wit ma life dis way i guess u want ma heart ta turn cold but ma love for u will never deterierate but only grow...i pour out ma heart n ma soul in dis this was ma letter ta her as ma tears would drip
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